DIVA STARBUCKS...

Today is my baby's second birthday! It feels like I've had her forever...

That's What I'm Talkin' About!

Today was another big first for me. Today I was a guest on am 1290 WMCS! Cassandra McShepard hosts an afternoon talk show called "That's What I'm Talkin' About" and today I had the opportunity to share my thoughts with her for about an hour. Too Fun!

How did this come about you ask?

Last week, while Heidi and I were in Milwaukee I made myself a new friend at the casino. After talking for a short while, I mentioned my public speaking and also my book that I am writing. It turns out that she is a producer of this radio talk show. I gave her my card so that we could keep in touch. The next thing I knew, she was calling me about participating in the show! So cool how things work out...

I had a great time, and with any luck I'll get a chance to dish again with Cassandra someday... For now, it was a great life experience!

Ten Years...

It's pretty startling how much a person can experience in a decade. If you had told me on this day in 1997 that in just a few short minutes life as I knew it would disappear I would never have believed you. This past decade has shaped me in ways I can't even express. Some very good things have happened in this time. Some truly horrible things as well.... Nothing on earth prepares a person for the loss of a parent. In a moment everything can change. I often wonder if my Mother would be proud of who I've become. When she last saw me, I was a completely different person. Would she enjoy my personality? Would she be proud of my accomplishments? I like to imagine that she would. However, I'm certain I've let her down now and again. I'm hardened now. Some of my softness has crumbled away. Some wounds have left deep scars. I think the hardest thing about losing a mother is that they are the one person who loves you no matter what. You can't lose a mother's devotion. Even if you try. They love you in spite of your broken bits....

Dear Mom,

I love you bigger than words! I hope the fireworks are beautiful where you are. I look forward to the day when I can hug you again...

Love always,
Mandy