Trying Something New...

Funny how something so simple can both thrill and terrify me. I'm so used to being treated in a very specific way by men, it's a shock when I'm regarded any differently. With this man, another first.....

A friend with benefits. The true benefit being actual friendship!

I think I may not hate this developement. ;D

Ever After

Sometimes I'm surprised to find I still believe in happy endings. Perhaps not for me, but in general I do believe they exist. In a lot of ways believing in love is exactly like believing in God. I don't see it, but I feel it in the undercurrent of everything around me. Maybe if I can reach around my cynical intellect, I'll touch something substantial and true... I do know one thing for certain.... I will never settle for less than the real thing. I've seen too many people destroyed by illusions of "love".

Happy Birthday to my HERO!

Breathing Again....

I took some time away from here to blog elsewhere. Sometimes sharing here is like ice on an exposed nerve. I'm not very good at superficial emotion and I feel like if I can't share the real me I shouldn't share at all...

Brace yourself. I'm back now and running full throttle. So love me, hate me. For better or worse I'm here to stay.

GOD HELP US!