Monday, March 02, 2009

We're Here Again...

Dear Laurie,

I still can't believe you aren't here. I close my eyes and I can still see your face. Your smile and your laugh are carried with me wherever I go... Always.

You would hardly recognize us now. We are all broken and rebuilt. Relationships have risen, and crumbled all in the time you've been gone. New children have been added to our mix. Life keeps rolling on yet you've missed so much!

I wish I could talk to you. I wish we could hold hands. I wish more than anything that you could take it all back.

I know that's not possible, so I'll try not to dwell on it. I'll see you again when my time is done here. Then maybe you can take a few thousand years to explain all this to me. Maybe we'll hold hands as we walk together... :)

I love you beautiful girl!

Mand

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are beautiful too! Do not forget that. When you see Laurie, hug her first. Then slap her. =o)

And try to be understanding...

Anonymous said...

I don't understand your last entry?

PixieGirl said...

The person who needed to hear that message got it. Sometimes we are our own worse enemy.

Anonymous said...

Are you talking about Heidi?

Anonymous said...

Oops, I didn't mean Heidi, I meant Kim. Sorry!

Anonymous said...

Dude! If that last entry was about me, I am going to be totally Bitchy to you! Like, forever! =o) Ha Ha...