Questioning God...

In all honesty I don't believe anyone can go through life and the things my family has faced without questioning God at some point. Not His existence. I've never questioned that He's there. It's His plan and timing that leave me wondering. Maybe we're not supposed to know. But I personally am worn out from waiting. That might seem terrible, but at least I'm being real, and honest now, there are three things I know today...

God is real

He loves me enough to die for me

He's big enough to get mad at sometimes